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| Wow, can't believe it's been over a year. I was reading all my old entries and I realized how much of an idiot I was back then. Really childish, depressed that, hate that, friends suck, blah blah blah. I've been working at the Kodak Theatre since September. I guess I'm the same old Arthur, with a few notches of change. I'm not as childish as I use to be, excuse the cliche, but I guess I've grown up. Back then it was all school shit, really fucking funny. I didn't graduate, I just stopped going. Gonna start going to GCC soon. I really don't know what I'm gonna be doing with my life. I wanted to go to film school, but c'mon, isn't that getting old? We do live in fucking L.A. I remember writing posts about the "adventures" at hoover that would give my brain that nostalgic erection , but now, that shit doesn't matter. It's the most awkward feeling when you just realize how stupid you've sounded to people through your xanga posts. The only thing that hasn't changed for me is to have the ability to tell people what cunts they are. O.K., enough of me degrading myself in one post, I'll talk about my job. It has its bad moments, and once in a tiny while, its good moments. Besides being on my feet for 6+ hours, I really really hate everyone that works there. One of the bosses talks way to fucking much. Like really really too much. He talks so much that his mouth can't catch up with his tongue, so his mouth ends up looking like a horse's. My co-workers have a combined I.Q. of 5. The hourly wage isn't bad, but it's not every day. And the location, the fucking location. Tourist capital. WHY WOULD ANYONE HAVE THERE VACATION IN HOLLYWOOD? Goddamn.
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I don't even know why I'm updating. Life is normal. I love having
school once a week. I love my xbox, I like a lot of things. I'm getting
that idea out of my mind that I need friends or people to talk to,
that's just a load of crap. I'm liking this "being alone a lot" thing.
I still go out with andre. A lot of shit happened. A bunch of shit
talking. You know how it is, me being my paranoid self, I don't know
which side to believe so I'm thinking they're all on it just to see
what I'll do. I'm not happy or sad, I feel normal. I hung out with Dro
wednesday, had fun. I met his friends, I know one of his friends, like
back from 7th grade and I hadn't seen him in like 4 years. I'm not
really close with Ahad anymore. I've only talked to him a few times
online, I haven't seen him in like 4 months.
I haven't slept in a normal fashion in such a long time. I've been
averageing about 12-13 hours of sleep a day. My usual bedtime is 6:00
am. I'm gonna be 18 in seven months. I know its a long ways ahead, but
I really can't wait. I can finally do some things without being afraid
of getting caught. Best of all, I can travel on my own, book my own
hotel rooms and flights. I really want to go to Seattle. I really need
a job right now. I don't care what is or how hard or how long the hours
are, I need the money.
I haven't talked to a lot of people in a while, mostly because they
don't want to talk to me. Its pathetic when people, who haven't wanted
to talk to you in a while suddenly call you, only because they want
something. I think I easily adapt to what people want from a person,
everyone has different prefrences, and I guess somehow, I'm some kind
of chameleon of emotions and standards that people look for. I always
somehow say the right thing to the right person at the right time. I
say what they want to hear.
I want to go Ireland next october, I have a feeling I will.
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| I usually hate the holidays, but this year, I am the happiest freakin' person in the world. I got:
XBOX
Call of Duty 2
New Cell Phone
Games
Dvd's
I also recieved a $430 check from my summer job. I didn't know I was
supposed to get another check, especially since I quit two weeks before
i was gonna finish.
I love Ikea. I'm gonna be renovating my room, getting new shit.
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| haha wow that last entry was really gay. i do have friends. i was just
upset cause of this whole shit but it got cleared out and its cool now,
i got a xbox. oh i need a job pronto, so anybody with some connections or info, contact me.
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